Italy 2 Germany 0

Italy Going To The Finals

YEAH~!!~~!... ITALY WON!!!!!!!!!...... =D

ITALY!**!!*!*!~~...... iTALy~!*!~*!!*!~*

yeah~*!~*~!... im soooo proud of myself~~.... i opened up my comp for the first time and put in my wireless card all by myself!!!!....




haha~*~~~... im so proud of myself~*!*~....

italy won~~!!... 2-0... yay~*~... im still considering whether shld i wear my italy shirt to UK....wad if i kena beaten up....=
how did i wound up going UK ar?....somehow i oso dunno....it was a anyhow thing for me...i went UK cos it offered the most choices of classes similiar to NTU's syllabus...i went manchester cos i couldn't be bothered to do my own subject match form so i took the tcha's demo set...which was for manchester....i couldn't decide on whether to go or not to go so i thought i wld decide when manchester replied....now tt manchester replied im suddenly wound up in it and stuck..

maybe all along i had to go....no choice...but emotions wise i dint want to so i just kept pushing it back...before i know it in a few days time im gonna buy my air tix...wonder how it feels like sitting the plane for the first time with 3 strangers that wld be going manchester with u..without any loved ones....

my dad and i talked...by the way my dad change alot...i dunno wad happened but i think its something to do with a certain cd he listens to...recently he's been starting to open up to us...last time he was like this strict father figure and everything...but suddenly without realising he's talking we're going out to buy stuffs...i know this is a crucial period for him...i shld give him the confidence he needs...but recently im just so swarmed with problems i really cant bring myself to move out of my room...on the other hand i dun wan him to drift away again...i know i shldn't let probs affect how i treat others...its not tt when i have probs i treat others badly...its just tt i cant bring myself to put in the extra effort to move..i just gotta stone there and stone....wads wrong with me...

anyway, i was saying, my dad and i talked, and he enlightened me that it wld be a really good idea to actually learn some extra stuffs at manchester~~

of cos this wld have to depend on wad i wanna do in the future...if for instance, i wanna have a tching diploma, i can try to learn some of it there as much as i can...after i grad, i can come back to manchester to pursue it, and prob spend lesser $$ cos i onli need half the time or something like tt~..=)

now adays im becoming a couch potato at home and watching youtube everyday....there's like EVERYTHING there!!!....all those animes tt i watch half way are all in it!!!....im gonna be soooooo "busy".....=D

What do they do when ur out......

Fag Break

Catching the bus...

i miss monkey...not any monkey...i miss my monkey....
my monkey..is the sweetest thing...he loves me...he cares for me...he understands me....
he won't let me cry...he wants me to be happy everyday...and he's willing to give up everything for me...he loves me that much...he would do anything...give in to my whims and wants...just to see me smile...

mokey is not my monkey...he may love me...but he's just not the same...mokey lies...he lies about everything under the sun...everything related to her...even when the lie is exposed...worse lies like needing more email space thats why forwarding to the other email account....obviously fake lies like these..can actually come out of his mouth...just any lie..to cover up the last lie...

why?....why?....i dun love mokey....i onli love monkey...i really love monkey...not mokey....where is monkey?...mokey dun come...monkey dun go...wad did i do wrong?...i dun restrict u...i dun force u to go out with me...when u disappear for hours i dun check on u...i dun call your friends when i cant find u...i try my best to trust u...i do everything i can not to check on u...when i accidentally see her name on ur hp i try my best to control my hands from grabbing it...i tell myself tt im just seeing things..its not true...when things happen and u try to cover it up with ur stupid excuses and lies...i close one eye and try to forget abt it...u may not love her...u may not be chasing after her...but u know how she affects me...u know that any girl in the world u can go out with...any girl except her...

there are some girls that close one eye when their bfs lie to them...there are girls that ignore wad u say and just insists on breaking up...im not any girl and u know that....if u really dun...then u dun deserve to be with me...if i dun mean enough for u to give her up...then there's no point...if i dun mean enough for u to quit lying...then there's no point...i deserve so much more...i deserve a monkey...not a mokey...

"someone told me that true love cant be given up...otherwise, its not true love..." -- The prince who turns into a frog

mY nEw wEbcAm~!*!~*!~

Heyhey~~!*~....i finally figured out how to use my web cam to take foto~*!~*~!~....check this out...=D.....

this is me~!!!!~!~........


mE and my dARlInG pORk~*!~...



mE aNd pORk agAin~*~




mOnKEy anD I~*!*~~!~....

hee~~*~...i love my new web cam~*!*~!~...=D...im going to UK and take ALL the fotos there and post it here~*!*~~!~...=)

Prince who turns into the frog

this is the theme song~~*!~!~

王子變青蛙MV

oh man......the show is sooooooo romantic~!!... @_@ this is the MV of the show....=)

hmm~~*~...dunno wad to do with my life....everyday just....slacking arn....since may...tts 2mths of slacking oredi...2 more mths to go....wonder shld i get a job?...or just continue slacking arn.....im having a happy life now man...but im just wondering abt aimlessly...wad happened to my goals...and dreams....since i stepped into uni...they all just disappeared...maybe its the unability to handle pain...pain of barely hitting the goal tt have been pushing me along for the past decade...or maybe im just old n lazy.....i cant even run now....lazy big couch potato.....maybe my dad's right?...this cld be a blessing in disguise?....yea rite...=\....i dun feel so....definitely not now....the past 2 mths i had fun tt i owed my self for very long.....2 yrs without a break....ohmygosh.....ok.. hahaa~~*~~...tts not counting having fun during sch term..=X.. but i dunno...maybe i just needed a reeleee loooong break.......now my fun is over...maybe i shld start thinking abt my life...i've been pushing it back....i cant be bothered for a period of time...guess i can only stick with my old dream but i wld just have to take a longer route to walk there....given tt i shld stick with my old dream....then engine has nothing related to it!....so...guess i can just continue slacking away till i graduate~~*~....=P..=X no la...actually...maybe my dad's right...afteer all there are math professors in NTU tt have their basic degree as controlled engineers...i realise when i go into it i'll probably not become rich.....just maybe reasonably normal....but...i dun reelee know.....maybe i shld continue stoning to decide................