hmm~~*~...dunno wad to do with my life....everyday just....slacking arn....since may...tts 2mths of slacking oredi...2 more mths to go....wonder shld i get a job?...or just continue slacking arn.....im having a happy life now man...but im just wondering abt aimlessly...wad happened to my goals...and dreams....since i stepped into uni...they all just disappeared...maybe its the unability to handle pain...pain of barely hitting the goal tt have been pushing me along for the past decade...or maybe im just old n lazy.....i cant even run now....lazy big couch potato.....maybe my dad's right?...this cld be a blessing in disguise?....yea rite...=\....i dun feel so....definitely not now....the past 2 mths i had fun tt i owed my self for very long.....2 yrs without a break....ohmygosh.....ok.. hahaa~~*~~...tts not counting having fun during sch term..=X.. but i dunno...maybe i just needed a reeleee loooong break.......now my fun is over...maybe i shld start thinking abt my life...i've been pushing it back....i cant be bothered for a period of time...guess i can only stick with my old dream but i wld just have to take a longer route to walk there....given tt i shld stick with my old dream....then engine has nothing related to it!....so...guess i can just continue slacking away till i graduate~~*~....=P..=X no la...actually...maybe my dad's right...afteer all there are math professors in NTU tt have their basic degree as controlled engineers...i realise when i go into it i'll probably not become rich.....just maybe reasonably normal....but...i dun reelee know.....maybe i shld continue stoning to decide................