hmmm...sometimes i really wonder...how does this horoscope thingy work?....
my horoscope for today

Your spirit is sparkling, Star, and you may feel yourself filling up with tremendous energy as you go about your day. Your sense of adventure is at a monthly peak, and there is very little that can get you down. One area of your life that might be slightly difficult for you to deal with right now, though, is your world of love and romance. For some reason, you may feel like this is the one domain in which things aren't going the way you would like them to. The secret is to be patient.

hmmm...sometimes i wonder if its possible to have 1/24 of the whole world, seeming to be going thru almost e same stuff as u are going thru now...guess its actually all up to personal interpretation ba...

horoscope for tml...
If only there were more hours in a day you would have a chance of doing everything you wanted to. Alas, you are allotted a mere 24, and have to do the best you can with that limited amount. Today you may feel real time pressure, as demands come at you from all sides. The office, home, your religious group and volunteer organization all could be clamoring for a piece of you. If you are not careful, Star, there will be nothing left of yourself to give.

gee....the thought of finishing up my work tml...sucks to e core........zzzzz~~
today was fun, slping the whole day thru.....=)
i love to slp....=)=)

actually somehow...i kinda feel for my ex now....sorta, realises how he felt last time....

hmmm...now i oso can understand why he wakes up at 3 plus 4 plus...
i oso understand why he treats me tt way last time le....actually...i cant really blame him ba...guess i was too young and silly to understand...to actually believe, that love is all someone needs....is a stupidstupid thing tt i used to believe in....actually have been talking to varies pple...many in fact....some abt my probs, some abt life...realised my attitude towards life, perhaps, have been wrong all the while.....

wad ever it is, im glad i've changed...feel tt being in manchester...really changed my life...guess if i didn't go manchester...my life would still be the same...like wad robin said, if i dint break up wif him then, we wld have prob still be together up till now...but if i dint break up wif robin...how would i have found myself?.....

somehow...i dun really know wad happened to me...but im thankful...glad tt im who i am now...i dunno wads gonna happen....but i know wadever that can happen...im strong enuff to take it to my stride.

im thankful....for everyone tt have been there for me during my period of unhappiness....esp kailin....who's always there for me...thanks babe~~...=P

i guess..my heart died ever since monday...dun think it'll get healed again in e near future...i wish my monkey happiness wif his gf...all along i had believed...tt if love truely existed...he would come back...all along i had believed...tt if love truely existed...he wun move on so soon...then if tts the case, doesn't tt mean tt love never truely existed?...i dun really believe tt...but i guess...it did exist...maybe juz not as strong as i thot it wld be...on the other hand sometimes i wonder...maybe its juz me...tts taking so long to get over things..finally understood...wad love means...all i can remember..is tt its pain, pain n pain....and happy, happy n happy as well...i guess...i was too naive...thanks for waking me up...letting me fall hard early..be4 its too late...thanks for letting me find out wad love truely means...before i fall in and break my heart in something where i cant ever come out...

for now...all i know...is tt love doesn't exist...its just a fanciful word for sex...either immediate, or in the future...ladies...dun ever fall in love...

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