now adays very hard to concentrate....dunno why...dunno what studee method suits me too...last time use to studee all the time wif little monkey...now studee wif my bunch of fwens...but dunno why, just feel really lonely....really alone..not in terms where by there's juz me n four walls...juz in terms of there's no one else, no bunch of pple, that can ever replace the comfortable warmth of the monkey's presence...

even though no one can ever replace it, at least i've got this blog...i cant seem to be able to say out my feelings...even though everyone seem to be complaining to me of not being able to studee and asking me to slap them n stuffs...they prob dun realise the one tt made e least progress in the past few days is me....but after deciding to say out abit of my feelings last nite...the response was quite comforting...my fwens are quite sweet...initially still stuck there wondering if i shld call e monkey n bother him again.......i know i shld stop disturbing him.....i just....cant seem to b able to do tt.....i havent heard from him for quite some time already...know he just stArted work yesterday...i wanna hear all abt it.....=
hais.....i feel freakin lonely....i miss the days we studied together, then slept together, then wake up and continue studeeing together..the days we went downstairs to buy food together, or when we wld help each other buy food when the other is very behind time...miss the days my monkey will attempt to wake me up...then give up or get scolded by the notti star......miss how i used to be able to disturb him and wake him up, so fun to disturb him...and he cant blame me cos he was e one tt wanted me to wake him up...=P
i miss mixed vege rice....miss it so much....hall 1's mixed vege rice....rushing there at 4pm to catch the first hot batch coming out to eat as breakfast.....it was so delicious...

i miss drinking monkey's redbull mixed wif 100plus....it used to be so nice i wld drink it just for the niceness...now here onli have redbull...nvm...gd enuff.....

i miss nescafe.....remember used to go hall 2 and buy like 12 of it...last sem buy 6 get 6 free...
6 normal one get 6 the plastic one free...
we ended up coming back wif 24 bottles/cans of coffee..=P..miss having someone to carry my groceries for me....in fact i seem kinda used to being independent liao....got a feeling tt i may like it so much i'll end up becoming a old unmarriable woman...hahaa.....nah...i dun really care...:P
i've made my decision...and i'll stick to it...at least i'll try my best yea?..:P

now its time to studee!!!....gambate yo star!!!!!!!!!!!!