i decided to stop forcing myself to get over him le......

i juz need time...i may consider patching wif him...but not be4 he has step down from his position....

this time i have to b firm abt it...

i know i've been hiding alot....reluctant to go out or move my butt....

i think i juz need time...i shldn't be forcing myself anymore..its already so hard.....

i know my happiness is not determined by anyone...no one except for myself....

i've been alone alot recently...i think i need time alone...

sometimes i feel lonely...but i chose my own route...if i choose to b alone...i very well gonna stick to it.....i choose to lose contact wif certain pple...im not a bitch....i shall not lead anyone on.....

i gonna try...try my best to be independent...more independent.....

im gonna try, surviving on my own.....being happy on my own.......

i'll emerge stronger than be4......i will not get hurt again.......

StArStAr~~*~