what r u doing now?....
i dunno....

hahahaa~~*~~....having successfully chased away 4 guys tt used to revolve arn my life at one point or another...1 guy tt i dun like...1 guy tt has been my fwen for damn long....1 guy who is e first guy i loved so much, but so scared of my ownself that i dun have e confidence for anything....and 1 guy who is quite similar to the 3rd guy...actually maybe if i gave e right signals, maybe possible one....but instead i gave him all e false signals, juz for another chance wif e 3rd guy.....hahaha...now im officially, bored....hahaha...actually got 1 more....soon he'll join e grp to become 5 guys i chased away in e period of these few mths...hahaha...then i'll be alone again..=)

hahaha...wad m i doing at home on a sat?.....we juz had mahjong....my sa fwens juz left...supposed to meet guy num 2 for his bday today.....but...i flared up at him for some reason..hahaha.....on his bday somemore...so tts y im staying at home...hahaha....=)

see...this is how i chase away pple from my life......hahahaa~~*`

anyway...mj was fun!!!..havent played wif the gals since i left for manchester~~..heeee~~*~..=D
i brought them to bishan park to play pool, casuarina to eat prata too..
we were chattin abt setting up a store together~~
=D

ali's going america to learn how to cook.....so when she comes back, work for 5 more yrs, gather $$...all of us..then we gonna open a high end cake shop...ali's e chef, shishi will do e computing stuff, the database, e website...hahahaa....yan suan will be e money manager....yun xuan will sell us/rent us the property...and she's e food taster..hahaha`~...im e marketing one....yeah~~...i love doing sales related/marketing related stuffs....

my boss is coming up wif a new project for me...
im actually quite lucky leh....im involved in so many projects i lost count of them le...
but this new one rite..im supposed to gather all e architects in singapore, all their contacts, then do advertisement to market this new product in singapore......hee~~...

hard work, but ok la..=)
still gathering their contacts..=)....

think my boss n lady boss have ### regularly....hahaha....they're like 50 odd liao leh....i think at least 55...hahahaa~..so sweet...

they're both so lucky...

u ever look at all e happy couples, married an stuck with each other for decades....and still loving...and wonder if u'll ever have it?....u ever believe in it?....

i didn't believe in it...when i was young i predicted divorcing a few times...hahahaa~*~~~....

when i was him, for a period of time, i started believing again......now...

now im more sure than ever tt it does not exist...i know i ask for too much...i know im spoilt n need alot....its not juz ur fault tt things turned out this way...its me too...n i know tt..it takes two hands to clap...sometimes i wonder, if ur not e prez, will things turn out better?....but i doubt so...guess its u ba....

n yes...the worst thing u ever did to confirm e end of our r/s, was to break e one promise u promised me last yr.....never rerun again.......i understand how impt the hall is n how this yr is impt n we shld not waste all e effort u put into it to bring up e hall.. i also understand how u cant pass it down to anyone...though there's this nagging belief in me tt u actually wanted to stay to a certain extend...hence ur subconscious ignored the nagging belief tt the particular someone wun make e mark...i shld have never agreed to u being e prez in e first place, maybe things wld have been better...

anyway its too late le...i dunno wad happened to me....suddenly very dunno wad la...keep scolding pple..hahahaa....think i become aunty liao...hahahaa...all roberta's fault!!!...whole day call me aunty...end up really become one~~......

gotta stop scolding pple le....im losing alot of fwens at this rate.....but dunno y all r guys leh.....it juz seems tt i can identify a guy's character in them tt i always find in robin...n i end up damn irritated..hahahaa~~

k laa..i go slp liao....nites~~

StArStAr~~*~